ARTISTA SANITY (GOYA)

Today has been such an arty day(if thats even a word). We've discussed how most of the famous artists and writers (for that matter anyone extremely creative) has toward the end either gone crazy, dark, or killed themselves so involved with their work that they've lost all connections with the real world and sanity(relative) Its fantastic to be a great artist and all but I wouldn't go that far. I think my sanity is far more important, thank u very much. Now lets talk about Goya for instance(coz I just bought his book) his work was all godly and frolicy(k I know thats not a word but u get the point) at first, then it revolved around the dutchess of Alba(who he is said to have had an affair with.) and her enemies. Towards the end it got all dark with Saturn, craziness, death, blood........ Somewhere in between his work had embedded in it a lot of satire. And he was one of the rare artists who painted the female nude(naked maja). But for all the naked maja's overt sexuality, the clothed maja was more erotic. They were both confiscated by the inquisition in 1815. He was damn good at what he did but I guess he crossed the line of sanity and then there was no going back....

THOUGHTS!!!

If God created everything ,
Did he create Evil too??

If where ever there is good, there is also evil.
Isn't evil as powerful as good??

One doesn't know what he's got , until its gone.
Don't let that happen to u.

CHOICE IS URS!!!

Life can be percieved in 2 ways
A continous circle, where things keep repeating themselves, and one doesn't learn from his experiences and doesn't grow.

OR

A line moving up on the page of God's creation. Growing and learning from one's experiences and not repeating one's mistakes. Living in the present and looking foward. Not looking back due to some insecurities but just to remind ur self of whom u've become.

THAT CHOICE MY FRIEND IS YOURS!!
AND YOURS ALONE!!!

SOULS!!!

WHY WERE THEY CREATED??

I was told that God is the creator. So tell me..........
We live our lives choosing our paths at every fork: good or bad.
If good, we r said to reborn as higher forms till we attain moksha and become one with God.
If bad, we r reborn as lower forms till we become one with the Devil.
And we keep circling around till our choices are consistant.

The driving forse of our existance is called the SOUL- And that i believe.

It is said that souls have to go through birth and rebirth to find one's place with god or the devil.

All this would have made sense if souls already existed or were created by a third person.
But! God Creates All!!
God created souls which then have to find their true destination.

So why create souls at all???
What is the purpose of existance???
Are we just the pawns in God's game of life???

BELIEVE!!!

Some say there is a heaven, And a hell, Others say there is none. Some say there is a god, And a devil.Others say neither exist.
Some say god is good,
and devil is evil.
Others say they don't believe.

Some say we come from ashes ,
And we end in ashes.
Others say we are organic ,
And thats how it is.

Some say god creates,
And the devil destroys.
Others say it nature,
And that everything has a scientific explanation.
So what do u believe???

LIFE!!!

Life!Its so amazing!
One second u have it all,
Next tis all gone.
Life! Its so confusing!
Each situation needs to be handled differently,
Each experience is suppsed to teach us something.
Experience: good or bad.
Life! Its what u percieve it to be.
Life! Its what u make of it.
Life! Its god's gift, cherish it, value it and grow with it.
If life is a teacher what is it teachin us??
love-hate, loss-gain, pleasure-pain, revenge-forgiveness, sadness-happiness, birth-death..........
Life just goes on.
What is life's purpose???

MY THOUGHTS,MY QUESTIONS ON EXISTANCE AND LIFE

FOUNTAIN OF LIFE

Life starts as an embryo,
growing inside the mother's womb,
depending on it for food and oxygen till it is born,
it then breathes on its own.
He lives and evolves with his family,
but as time flies by he learns to fend for himself.
He either stays or moves off on his own.

Life is like a fountain,
starts with drops collecting in a pipe,
to form a steady stream like a family,
when the fountain starts,
it sprays each droplet seperating.
Part of it evaporates as moisture molecules,
movin further and further away,
and part of falls back to stay as a family.
Back into the pond just to be seperated,
to make a choice yet again.


WHEN IS IT ENOUGH???

What does one have to do to get what one wants??
"WORK HARD" they say "WORK HARD"
What does one have to do to do well for himself??
"PLAN AND WORK TOWARD IT" they say "PLAN AND WORK TOWARD IT"
What does one have to do to be popular??
"PRETEND" they say "PRETEND"

When u have something u want more.
And when u have that u want more.
So where does it end??
Whith what does it end??
Does one ever stop wanting??
Since one comes into this world with nothing and leaves with nothing,
Why does one keep wanting??

hot dog

the EPITOME of INTELLIGENCE !!!

hey ya'll

it's me again! well i'm here to state a very obvious fact. i'm sure u all know this but let me spell it out ""you've got an extemely intelligent friend and by tht i mean me!!"". u want numbers u say...138,145,151.(iq scores)

so there!

well like nav put it i've got the iq josh so i'm gonna write somemore. i didn't know they were so much fun.

thts all for now...live on till i give u some more xcitin updates on my happenin life!!!

TIME--TIME--TIME--WHERE THE HELL IS IT

"I thought i had a lot of that {TIME silly, didn't u catch the heading} when i signed up for my fashion course. BOY WAS I WRONG!!! That seems to be the only thing that i'm running low on. oh yea that and energy.I know that its good for my future and all...but blah blah blah. yup i'm in one of those funny moods today. i'll be bunking my nift class again just so that i can finish the assignments by tomorow. lets see how that goes.On the lighter side i'm glad we have holidays for the next week i want to do somethin other than go to college and study.later on i'll upload some of my work and designs so do keep in touch."