its been so long

man the past month has been so hectic and nerve racking. it got worse as "expressions" nizam college fest drew closer. i was designing clothes for our college group to be displayed on ramp. the whole week before was a roller coaster of emotions. but it was all worth it. when all the models got on stage with the clothes i created, man that feeling was something else. my first show. i know it was a college show but each one had glory of their own and mine was as a designer. i know i still have a long way to go but this was a great experience. it in it self taught me alot...abt people, abt relationships and most importantly being appreciated by people other than my family and friends. people i didnt even know congratulated me. told me thy loved it and that they were actually wearable and interesting. our group got the 2nd prize and that is a small step toward a higher goal and hopefully for all of us.
me i'm normally a shy person especially in public and when i got on stage at first i must admit i was nervous but when i realised that most of the crowed was cheering for me calling my name i actually enjoyed it.
Most importantly it was a feeling of triump when i realised that a lot of people loved my work. not work i got done but it was work i did my self. stich, stick and paint each ensemble. i still have a lo to learn and i plan on working on it.